I walk by the place where we first hugged And I sat at the place where we first kissed And I laid at the place where I first loved you And a part of me died inside. I wipe away tears that I cannot stop And wish away words I cannot take back While remembering words I wish were true again I love you…I love you. There is nothing that can heal this boy There is nothing that can make this man whole I am lost helplessly and completely I wish I was born into something you could not live without. I have hurt you, and for this I do not forgive myself I have forgotten you, and in this I cannot reconcile Except to say I know that I do not deserve you Because I do not deserve to know what you can provide. I will die rather than live a lie I know I am doomed to repeat such tailored agony Until I have nothing left to give and nothing left to live for And I will close my eyes for the final time.